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12 December 2008 @ 01:45 am
I'm sad to announce that we have decided to discontinue sarahismissing due to lack of interest.


Thank you.

Miss Moderator
Current Mood: sadsad
20 October 2008 @ 10:00 pm
I'm sick of having those creepy bald guys sneaking after me, jamming their noses where they don't belong. So I'm heading to California to see what the hell is going on.

And also to check out the hot guys.

Hugs and Kisses,


ETA: If you really care about why I'm so enraged, read here
Current Music: California - Phantom Planet
13 October 2008 @ 05:56 pm
God, this is just a nightmare I can't wake up from.

My father is going to work for ConTech.

Let me give you a minute to process that before I continue.

He had a meeting earlier today with Jacqueline Barrett and she offered him the Head of Security position. It's a fantastic step up from where he's working now, and he'd be crazy not to take it. So I told him everything.

He said I was being paranoid, and maybe we should see about getting me some help. He was angry that I hadn't told him about it before. He said he'd done his homework, and ConTech was a fine company.

My own father doesn't believe me. My so called "brother" and "sister" wouldn't back me up. My mom talked to me like I was five and basically called me crazy. (She didn't outright say it, but it's what she meant.)

I know what this is. They're going after my family. I won't shut down the community, I won't apologize for shit and they don't have grounds for legal action, so they're trying to get some control over me.

It's not going to happen. If ConTech wants to push me, I'll fight back. I'm not scared of them.
Current Music: "It Ends Tonight" All-American Rejects
11 October 2008 @ 12:51 am
What a night.

I guess I'll start from the beginning.

God, it's like a freakin' novelCollapse )

And now I'm going to bed.
Current Mood: tiredtired
07 October 2008 @ 11:44 am
There was an article in the paper today, about Tommy's death. They ruled it an accident.

I don't like this, guys. It doesn't seem right.
Current Music: "Hallelujah" Paramore
02 October 2008 @ 04:48 pm
Well this is interesting.

Good or bad for us, I'm not sure. But it's interesting.
Current Music: "Already Home" Ha-Ash w/ Brandi Carlile
30 September 2008 @ 11:23 am
Hey. Um, I'm Carla. I got the password for this account from Lucy. She said I could use it to post here.

My older brother was a friend of your friend Sarah. I think he was the one she called "Cute, Young Scientist." Anyway. He...died a few days ago. We think he was murdered. They're not sure of anything yet.

It wasn't a big news story or anything, but when I found the news clippings about Sarah, and this community in his stuff, I thought I should tell you. I thought you guys might want to know.

His name was Tommy, by the way. And he was a really great brother.
Current Mood: sadsad
25 September 2008 @ 04:20 am
It's not Her.

The Body wasn't Sarah.

Not our Sarah.

I need to go to bed.
Current Mood: draineddrained
24 September 2008 @ 04:30 pm
They found a body.

In California.

They think it might be Sarah.

Oh, God.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: "When The Stars Go Blue" Tim McGraw
21 September 2008 @ 10:58 pm
I had a weird, kind of disturbing, experience earlier.

After I posted earlier, Sally/Jasmin and I went to Target, and I saw this girl. I could've sworn it was Sarah. She looked so much like the posters and pictures that we've seen all over the news.

So of course I went up to her, all, "Sarah?" and confused and about to cry. She gave me a weird look and was all, "Excuse me?" And I was like, "You're not Sarah, are you?" and she was like, "No, sorry." So I apologized and left the poor girl alone.

Then I went cried and told Sally/Jasmin everything. In the middle of Target.

As a logical human being, I know these are all coincidences, and in the end, Sarah is no different than any other seventeen-year-old girl, and ConTech is not trying to take over the world. But my heart, and my gut, say differently. They say that something is not right, and the world can think I'm crazy if they want. Maybe I am.

But maybe I'm right.
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: "The Fool" Lee Ann Womack